So yesterday I was thinking a lot, I'm moving back to my parents, they are tiny bit better than living alone with my grandmother. And I think I know how to keep "happy" and/or "focused". I feel like when I eat I am destroying something I've been working on. So that is my contemporary (.. probably not using this word in the right context, but I hope you know what I mean) purpose, just to get thin. You may have noticed my "goal weights" at the bottom of this page. Well, they are helping me, and I think what I can do now is just think how to get there, just think about one goal at a time so I won't go crazy hehe :P
I almost fasted all of last weekend, my sister asked me if I had anorexia or wanted to get anorexia... just because I hadn't had breakfast and she kept trying to smell my breath to check if I had that "empty-stomach-breath" and she was just wraarg she's too annoying. I really dislike my family and relatives :S
I don't know though if I'll keep this blog up much :P Might put something in here occasionally. Otherwise you can find me on PrettyThin.com under beginnerana =)
