It's coming again, I can feel it.
I deleted my old blog, I thought I was well, these thoughts withdrew, they're back, coming for what they never got.
Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow...
It doesn't work, it's just now or never.
I keep planning, planning and planning, I don't need that I need a different mind, my weak mind destroys itself if he keeps this up.
My clothes don't fit, I'm not fit, everyone's saying it, I need to prove them wrong, need to , have to, I just must.
I might be being overdramatic, but I feel like this, like I'm a complete failure. So I'm setting up a set of missions.
My first mission is a 4 day water fast.